Well, this has been a weird week.
First my gay friend, or as we sarcastically say my gay boyfriend hit on me Wednesday. I mean he always hits on me but it's always a joke. But this time there was no joke. We were at his house, watching television on his couch, I was half asleep in his arms like we've done hundreds of times before. But out of nowhere, he tells me he wants to have kiss me. We always kiss, but its as a joke. He was serious. He told me he was attracted to me and wanted to have sex with me. This was really weird to hear from a guy that's only had sex with men. I mean, I think I'm the only girl he's ever kissed. Anyways, it weirded me out. He was hard and everything. He told me he had masturbated thinking about me a few times.
I didn't know what to say, I mean I consider him like one of the girls. I mean he's seen me naked more than a few times. It was just weird, I had to leave. And we haven't really talked since then. Our mutual friend Kate says it's just because he's really horny. He hasn't had sex for a while. I don't know. I'll admit I wouldn't mind being his first and I'm curious if it would be any different but maybe now I'm just the one that's horny because I really don't find myself attracted to him.
And talking about not being attracted to someone, another one of my guy friends, Jeremy asked me out. We've been friends since eighth grade and I totally see him just a friend but said yes anways because I am feeling a little lonely. It would be nice if it did turn into a relationship because he's a great guy and I know he'd treat me well, but I don't know if I could ever be interested him.
Sorry no great, sex stories but my date is tomorrow. However, I have a feeling there won't be any sex or even kissing to tell about.
Friday, March 9, 2007
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Good day
I had an interview at another restaurant today, it went well and I should be hearing back from them soon.
After that I had a kind of dinner date with one of my guy friends. He insisted we go out to celebrate. I think he was just looking for a reason to go on a date with me. He's cute, nice guy but I think he likes me more than I like him. And we make pretty good friends, I'd hate to lose him as a friend if we did date and if things went bad.
After that I had a kind of dinner date with one of my guy friends. He insisted we go out to celebrate. I think he was just looking for a reason to go on a date with me. He's cute, nice guy but I think he likes me more than I like him. And we make pretty good friends, I'd hate to lose him as a friend if we did date and if things went bad.
Saturday, March 3, 2007
Rough Day
I kind of knew there was a chance that today was going to be rough but I didn't lose any sleep the last night.
As soon as I got to work, the head manager greeted me. He led me to a table in the back of the restaurant away from everyone else.
I've never been interogated before and I've never been fired before....but as soon as they found out it wasn't a case of sexual harrasment or anything I was fired. It was kind of embarrasing. I had to write out a statement that seemed like it took forever to write and it seemed like almost every other employee walked by and stared at me. And when I was leaving everyone stared at me.
And like I said it was more embarssing then anything. Believe it or not I'm pretty quiet about sexual activities, not a lot of people know about my sex life but it seemed like everyone at the restaurant knew. But as soon as I was out of there and in my car, I was just glad that it was over with. I've got a friend that works at another restaurant and she say's she's 100 percent sure she can get me a job there. I even have an interview set up on Monday.
I tried calling Brandon but there wasn't any answer. An hour later I got a text message. "Don't ever talk to me again." I felt like texting him back that it wasn't my fault but I decided it wasn't even worth it. It did kind of hurt me, I'm not saying we had the greatest relationship but I enjoyed spending time with him even when we weren't in bed.
Time to move on. Going to a party at one of the colleges with a couple of my girl friends. It should be interesting. I hope. If it isn't I'll just get drunk off my ass.
As soon as I got to work, the head manager greeted me. He led me to a table in the back of the restaurant away from everyone else.
I've never been interogated before and I've never been fired before....but as soon as they found out it wasn't a case of sexual harrasment or anything I was fired. It was kind of embarrasing. I had to write out a statement that seemed like it took forever to write and it seemed like almost every other employee walked by and stared at me. And when I was leaving everyone stared at me.
And like I said it was more embarssing then anything. Believe it or not I'm pretty quiet about sexual activities, not a lot of people know about my sex life but it seemed like everyone at the restaurant knew. But as soon as I was out of there and in my car, I was just glad that it was over with. I've got a friend that works at another restaurant and she say's she's 100 percent sure she can get me a job there. I even have an interview set up on Monday.
I tried calling Brandon but there wasn't any answer. An hour later I got a text message. "Don't ever talk to me again." I felt like texting him back that it wasn't my fault but I decided it wasn't even worth it. It did kind of hurt me, I'm not saying we had the greatest relationship but I enjoyed spending time with him even when we weren't in bed.
Time to move on. Going to a party at one of the colleges with a couple of my girl friends. It should be interesting. I hope. If it isn't I'll just get drunk off my ass.
College Boys
I've been to couple of college parties but this was my first college "kegger." The funny part is that it's exactly the same as the high school keg parties, except the guys are a little more mature, well for the most part.
I didn't get wasted like I planned but I definitely wasn't sober. And I would've been just buzzed if it wasn't for the jello shots. A little more strong then I'm used to but they tasted so good.
And I meant a few really hot guys. For some reason, when I'm wearing a shirt that's a little too low cut and my boobs look like they're about to pop out a lot of guys want to talk to me. I wonder why. And I even ended up making out with one in the hallway. It was kind of hot and definitely got my mind off of Brandon. He was definitely after just one thing, he kept telling me that he lived only a few blocks away if I wanted to go someplace more quieter. I'll admit I was thinking about but before I could say yes or no my friend almost literally grabbed and told me we were going to someplace else. He definitely looked disappointed, I told him to call me - but I'm 99 percent sure I didn't give him my number.
We went over to a smaller party at one of the dorms. This was a lot more of what I was in the mood for. It was a lot chiller and instead of pounding beers, we were sipping on them. And there was more than a few cute guys there. And when my friend, Kris disappeared with the guy she was kind of "seeing" I didn't mind.
I ended up hanging out with four really cute guys and when the beer ran out one of them invited me up to another room where he had a bottle of vodka. It wasn't hard to figure out what he had in mind. One of the guys, Tim had been rubbing my leg, while telling me how hot I was and how he wanted to be inside of me. We kissed a couple of times, then I followed him up to his room.
We skipped the vodka and went straight to his bed. I laid down on his bed and he climbed on top of me. It may sound weird, but I felt so much older being in his dorm room. It was my first time alone in a dorm room with a guy.
We made out for a while, he drove me wild grinding his hard cock against me. Even through our clothes I could feel it. I kept waiting for him to make a move, but he seemed hesitant to do anything beyond playing with my boobs. Finally, I had to tell him, "I want you in me."
Seconds later, we were both naked and he was putting on a condom. And even in the dim light, I could tell he had a thick cock. I know guys are all concerned about size - but length doesn't matter but I love thick cocks. I love spreading my legs and being filled with a thick cock. It felt so good.
I'll admit sometimes I get bored when I'm having sex. Not with Tim. Not only did he fuck me hard, but he knew all these little tricks and angles, I didn't want it to ever stop.
We fell asleep a little while after he came, but it wasn't over yet. At exactly 2:43 I heard keys in his door. I had been half out of the covers and dived to pull them over me. Tim just said it was his roommate, Mike. Mike didn't even notice us, he looked in another world, he just collapsed on his bed completely dressed.
A little less than an hour later there was a loud banging on the door. I jumped up in the bed. Then I heard a girl almost screaming Mike's name. Then when Mike didn't answer she started moaning for Tim. She sounded crazy, I mean literally crazy but Tim just said it was their friend Ashely.
It took Ashley a few seconds to figure out the door was unlocked, then she ran into the room and jumped on to Mike's bed. She starts telling Mike about her night, telling three stories at the same time - how she lost her phone, had some creepy guy following her at the bar and some story about how this girl kept giving her dirty looks. It was three o'clock in the morning and she was full of energy.
It was about five minutes before she noticed me in the other bed. Then she jumped over to Tim's bed and introduced herself to me, which was odd because I was completely naked under the sheets but she talked to me like we had just met walking down the street. And she told me how great of guy Tim was and how I was lucky.
When she got bored with me she jumped back over to Mike's bed, climbing into it with him then pulling the covers over herself. They started kissing but maybe a minute later there was a different sound. She was going down on him.
It definitely turned me on to know what was going on just a few feet away. My hand Tim's semi hard cock and started to stroke it. A few seconds later I was climbing between his legs. I went straight to work, putting my lips on his thick cock.
I bet at some point Tim and Mike looked at each other and smiled.
It wasn't the best blowjob, I've given but it definitely got the job done. A few minutes later he exploded into my mouth.
Early he next morning, my phone woke Tim and I up. Mike and Ashley slept right through it. It was Kris, she wanted to know where I was/had to leave because she had to work that morning. I kissed Tim goodbye, left my number for him then got dressed. He went right back to sleep. It was kind of weird getting dressed because there were four sets of clothes on the floor now and I had to dig through them to find mine. And Ashley was sleeping naked above the covers, it was just strange.
I really hope Tim calls me (unlike Kevin who hasn't yet.) And I really hope college is just as crazy where ever I decide to go.
I didn't get wasted like I planned but I definitely wasn't sober. And I would've been just buzzed if it wasn't for the jello shots. A little more strong then I'm used to but they tasted so good.
And I meant a few really hot guys. For some reason, when I'm wearing a shirt that's a little too low cut and my boobs look like they're about to pop out a lot of guys want to talk to me. I wonder why. And I even ended up making out with one in the hallway. It was kind of hot and definitely got my mind off of Brandon. He was definitely after just one thing, he kept telling me that he lived only a few blocks away if I wanted to go someplace more quieter. I'll admit I was thinking about but before I could say yes or no my friend almost literally grabbed and told me we were going to someplace else. He definitely looked disappointed, I told him to call me - but I'm 99 percent sure I didn't give him my number.
We went over to a smaller party at one of the dorms. This was a lot more of what I was in the mood for. It was a lot chiller and instead of pounding beers, we were sipping on them. And there was more than a few cute guys there. And when my friend, Kris disappeared with the guy she was kind of "seeing" I didn't mind.
I ended up hanging out with four really cute guys and when the beer ran out one of them invited me up to another room where he had a bottle of vodka. It wasn't hard to figure out what he had in mind. One of the guys, Tim had been rubbing my leg, while telling me how hot I was and how he wanted to be inside of me. We kissed a couple of times, then I followed him up to his room.
We skipped the vodka and went straight to his bed. I laid down on his bed and he climbed on top of me. It may sound weird, but I felt so much older being in his dorm room. It was my first time alone in a dorm room with a guy.
We made out for a while, he drove me wild grinding his hard cock against me. Even through our clothes I could feel it. I kept waiting for him to make a move, but he seemed hesitant to do anything beyond playing with my boobs. Finally, I had to tell him, "I want you in me."
Seconds later, we were both naked and he was putting on a condom. And even in the dim light, I could tell he had a thick cock. I know guys are all concerned about size - but length doesn't matter but I love thick cocks. I love spreading my legs and being filled with a thick cock. It felt so good.
I'll admit sometimes I get bored when I'm having sex. Not with Tim. Not only did he fuck me hard, but he knew all these little tricks and angles, I didn't want it to ever stop.
We fell asleep a little while after he came, but it wasn't over yet. At exactly 2:43 I heard keys in his door. I had been half out of the covers and dived to pull them over me. Tim just said it was his roommate, Mike. Mike didn't even notice us, he looked in another world, he just collapsed on his bed completely dressed.
A little less than an hour later there was a loud banging on the door. I jumped up in the bed. Then I heard a girl almost screaming Mike's name. Then when Mike didn't answer she started moaning for Tim. She sounded crazy, I mean literally crazy but Tim just said it was their friend Ashely.
It took Ashley a few seconds to figure out the door was unlocked, then she ran into the room and jumped on to Mike's bed. She starts telling Mike about her night, telling three stories at the same time - how she lost her phone, had some creepy guy following her at the bar and some story about how this girl kept giving her dirty looks. It was three o'clock in the morning and she was full of energy.
It was about five minutes before she noticed me in the other bed. Then she jumped over to Tim's bed and introduced herself to me, which was odd because I was completely naked under the sheets but she talked to me like we had just met walking down the street. And she told me how great of guy Tim was and how I was lucky.
When she got bored with me she jumped back over to Mike's bed, climbing into it with him then pulling the covers over herself. They started kissing but maybe a minute later there was a different sound. She was going down on him.
It definitely turned me on to know what was going on just a few feet away. My hand Tim's semi hard cock and started to stroke it. A few seconds later I was climbing between his legs. I went straight to work, putting my lips on his thick cock.
I bet at some point Tim and Mike looked at each other and smiled.
It wasn't the best blowjob, I've given but it definitely got the job done. A few minutes later he exploded into my mouth.
Early he next morning, my phone woke Tim and I up. Mike and Ashley slept right through it. It was Kris, she wanted to know where I was/had to leave because she had to work that morning. I kissed Tim goodbye, left my number for him then got dressed. He went right back to sleep. It was kind of weird getting dressed because there were four sets of clothes on the floor now and I had to dig through them to find mine. And Ashley was sleeping naked above the covers, it was just strange.
I really hope Tim calls me (unlike Kevin who hasn't yet.) And I really hope college is just as crazy where ever I decide to go.
The good and the bad
Brandon and I have only had sex a couple times this week. Normally, I'd say we have sex every day at least once.
We started to make up for that today. And we also took our relationship some place it's never gone before. We had sex inside the restaurant we work.
We both worked the dinner shift tonight. Around nine when the dinner shift is completely over and the night staff comes in I was going to go home. However, Brandon was stuck working both shifts because the night manager was supposedly sick and asked me to stay around. I knew he was up to something but I didn't know what.
An hour later, after I had been hanging out at the bar and getting a pretty nice buzz on Brandon comes behind me and wraps his arms around me. Which would've been a huge deal if there were any other managers working and he wasn't good friends with the bartenders working then.
He whispers in my ear to meet him in the office in a few minutes. I guess he wasn't trying to be completely obvious.
As soon as I was in the office he locked the door behind me. The office was kind small but he pushed me against the door and started kissing me. He starts to pull my clothes off. It felt pretty weird being naked there, especially since he kept most of his clothes on.
He had me sit on the desk while he stood in front of me. The desk was just at the right height and it was the perfect angle. He was so aggressive it's not like him at all. I loved it.
He lasted a lot longer than he usually does too, which made me so nervous, I thought any time someone would open the door even though it was locked.
I'm definitely going to "the clinic" tomorrow. I could barely feel it when he came. Last weekend, reminded me how much I hate condoms. I mean I'd wear condoms most of the time but with guys with Brandon that I'm in relationships with I'd love to feel them cum in me.
We definitely did get kind of caught though. After he came, he fixed his clothes and was going to leave the office so he could make sure everything was going smoothly. As he was opening the door, one of the hostesses saw us. And it was pretty obvious what had happened. I was putting on my bra and still half naked. She didn't even look shocked, she just looked away.
She didn't say something but now he's all worried that she'll tell someone. If I get fired, it's not a big deal there's a lot more restaurants but for him it's his career so I am kind of worried. Not even a blowjob after work could cheer him up. When he was finally done with work, he came over to my house, well not my house but he parked near by it and I met him in his car. We talked for a while, and he kept bringing up what had happened.
We started to make up for that today. And we also took our relationship some place it's never gone before. We had sex inside the restaurant we work.
We both worked the dinner shift tonight. Around nine when the dinner shift is completely over and the night staff comes in I was going to go home. However, Brandon was stuck working both shifts because the night manager was supposedly sick and asked me to stay around. I knew he was up to something but I didn't know what.
An hour later, after I had been hanging out at the bar and getting a pretty nice buzz on Brandon comes behind me and wraps his arms around me. Which would've been a huge deal if there were any other managers working and he wasn't good friends with the bartenders working then.
He whispers in my ear to meet him in the office in a few minutes. I guess he wasn't trying to be completely obvious.
As soon as I was in the office he locked the door behind me. The office was kind small but he pushed me against the door and started kissing me. He starts to pull my clothes off. It felt pretty weird being naked there, especially since he kept most of his clothes on.
He had me sit on the desk while he stood in front of me. The desk was just at the right height and it was the perfect angle. He was so aggressive it's not like him at all. I loved it.
He lasted a lot longer than he usually does too, which made me so nervous, I thought any time someone would open the door even though it was locked.
I'm definitely going to "the clinic" tomorrow. I could barely feel it when he came. Last weekend, reminded me how much I hate condoms. I mean I'd wear condoms most of the time but with guys with Brandon that I'm in relationships with I'd love to feel them cum in me.
We definitely did get kind of caught though. After he came, he fixed his clothes and was going to leave the office so he could make sure everything was going smoothly. As he was opening the door, one of the hostesses saw us. And it was pretty obvious what had happened. I was putting on my bra and still half naked. She didn't even look shocked, she just looked away.
She didn't say something but now he's all worried that she'll tell someone. If I get fired, it's not a big deal there's a lot more restaurants but for him it's his career so I am kind of worried. Not even a blowjob after work could cheer him up. When he was finally done with work, he came over to my house, well not my house but he parked near by it and I met him in his car. We talked for a while, and he kept bringing up what had happened.
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